not a social blogger.

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what prince?!

i have never been the kind of chic that searches for her prince and i don't even long for one. i just wait. as in wait. not even thinking of any prince to come. nada. i don't even believe that i have one. i am a princess with no prince, at all.

i am completely contented of who i have in my life.

i have my parents whom i love so much, who are really the best in every way that they are. i have my siblings, four of them plus my sister-in-law and my two nieces, who are my support system, my everyday companions and my whatsoever. and my relatives who i have shared my ups and downs with. it's a joy having them as my family.

i have my clique, (sigh.) my second family. they are not just my friends. they are my angels, my happiness and my everything. there are just too many words to describe who they are in my life. all i can say for real is that our "rich clique" is so f*ckin for real and definitely for keeps.

and of course, there are my other friends, my acquaintances, my elementary, highschool, and college friends. i have been lucky enough not to meet any of those "plastics" scattered around. i have been blessed with those genuine friends that i also genuinely accepted and made them a part of my life.

these people have helped me to become who i am now. the happy and contented that i am.

ecstacy? i love it. and these people have helped me to achieve it. :)

*[[ T A L E S ((: `-//*

` ` Sunday, January 14, 2007 *

it's a new year.

and it's really over this time.

check out my multiply for more updates.

love&peace.

[x]sha ` la la la
9:15 PM

` ` Monday, November 27, 2006 *

it's over :(

[x]sha ` la la la
10:03 AM

` ` Thursday, November 23, 2006 *

malapit na debut ko :)

i already have the invitations :)

and the souvenirs.

aww.

btw,

we have been together now for four months. awww. sobrang achievement na talaga to. i can never really be any happier. im really happy with him. it's not perfect love, but it's all good. really :) and i made him swear that he wont ever (as in never) leave me. err. baka namisinterpret nia. still, at least, he loves me that much, and with uncertainty of that promise, he still swore that he wont. aww.

happy four months my angel :)
mwah!

[x]sha ` la la la
6:04 PM

` ` Sunday, November 12, 2006 *

people told me not to fuss about it anymore.

i didnt. and i wont.

but, hell, it's driving me crazy. :(

it still hurts me. it hurts that i am still hurting. when will his chapter in my life end? will it end?

still....
crave. think. hope. wonder. miss. and love?

i dont wanna do this anymore, what's a girl to do. the feeling still lingers.

what if....

i wanna cry like hell!!!!

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past is definitely not a perfect guy, the present is.
past definitely did not love me, the present does.

past is somehow a stranger to me, the present is not.
but the past has opened his life to me. i know his depth.
but the present is my everyday companion, i know his being.

magulo! 911 please...
=(

[x]sha ` la la la
10:11 PM

` ` Friday, November 10, 2006 *

here we go.
here we go again.

i was browsing some things. going steadily with everything. then i saw some THING. poof. it struck me. it struck me a like a nightmare waiting to be awakened. some things really dont fade away. some things really stay, but unfortunately not that someone stayed. boom. one snap. life. ruined. again.

and i have to think it over as soon as possible. right. now.

damn.

i was just thinking about this earlier. what the hell am i supposed to do? im going crazy. i certainly am.

[x]sha ` la la la
11:45 PM

` ` Monday, November 06, 2006 *

life is wonderful.

what more can you ask for?

great parents who can almost give me everything that i need and want.

supportive siblings (wit a LOOOOT of drama. haha)

good grades in school (so far. haha)

the perfect clique (i know that no one and nothing is perfect, but my rich clique? PERFECTO. 'nuff said.)

great friends (i really do have great friends, all of them! lucky for me, i have not had one of those "plastics scattered around" as friends. i may not have kept in touch with some of my friends, but truly i appreaciate and treasure them.)

boyfriend (i have the mostest-pinakamabaet na boypren. exaggeration? no, he just really that nice.)

i have a wonderful life. and imma hustle to keep it this way :)

updates:
school starts tomorrow. wow :)
my debut plans? almost done :)

[x]sha ` la la la
7:11 PM

` ` Monday, October 16, 2006 *

i am freaking confused. there's a lot in my head right now. overflowing. omg.

no more school. weeee. :D it's not all cool though, im friggin' bored. nakakamatay. LOL i wanna have a wondrous vacation. i wanna feel fresh air in the province. haha. wala lang naman. i just wish my grades will be good. para naman all's well. hehe.

anyway, good luck nln sa debut ko. i hope we can plan this on time. haha. whatever.

wala lang. kung alam nio lang kung anong laman ng utak ko. nakuuuuuu. :(

[x]sha ` la la la
7:00 PM

` ` Tuesday, September 26, 2006 *

OMG.

i just so wanna sleep right now. argh.

that RLE shit. this RLE shit i mean. haha.

[x]sha ` la la la
8:28 AM

` ` Tuesday, September 19, 2006 *

what the hell?

i woke up at around 6am yesterday to meet up with my groupmates around 8am. but our actual class is 3pm. daaaang! we were going to do those organization and clustering of data shit. argh. i hate it. hate it. hate it. classes ended around 7pm. i got home at 9pm. chilled for a while, ate sugpo (yum!) and watched tv (never been kissed.) then off i go. to do this shit. and it's already 340am and im still doing fine. and my class is 7am. but i am going to school at 6am to meet up with my groupmates again. argh!

hate it. hate it.

off i go. hafto take a bath na. (sana ndi ako mapasma db. goodluck.)

hehe.

[x]sha ` la la la
3:24 AM

` ` Friday, September 15, 2006 *

i miss blogging.

but i do not have the time. err. school sucks.

most especially my CI. a pain in the a**. damn.

[x]sha ` la la la
10:02 PM